Internship
So today marked the 3rd last day of my internship and we are going to have like a department lunch later at Rakuzen. I am excited! I don't know who is going for the lunch so yeah.. haha. I will just see who are going later hehe.
I am really bored here as i have nothing to do at all now. Like really nothing. I finished my work last week. When i was driving to work just now, i was thinking how nice would it be if today is the last day of work and holidayyyyy all the way to the 21st of Sept. I am actually very very excited for the semester to start! I have been away from the Malaysia campus for like a year now. And there has been like so many changes at the campus area and so on. We shall see! :)
I don't know what else to write though cause i am distracted. ahaha. Watching my favourite vlog! they are just so cute together and real. They are real. hehe. Well, they are staying in San Francisco and they are living together! That is so nice! i want that but may be too early. Now i guess, i should just you know, enjoy living with family then later after 24 or 25 only to start thinking of living with my partner. hehe. I WANT TO LIVE TOGETHER! haih.. oh well, we are in Malaysia and having Asian parents, don't think we can live together that early.. haha
Anyways, i am going to live with my friends in a house together. So that is sort of considered as living alone. Sort of.. haha. And Dan can stayover when is he free. I think i am going to be really busy for my final year. I want to focus more on my studies and projects for the new cafe and then the dance club. Alot to do and alot to focus on but i love it. hehe. Loving it muahaha. I love being busy. Hope i don't neglect my friendship and relationship.... Hope not!
Oh yeah, i have been having this crazy food craving haha. Last night, all of a sudden after finishing my dinner, the fish head noodle, i craved for chocolate cake then milkshake then ended up i had Oreo Mcflurry. haha. My boyfriend is spoiling me!! Nuuuu and he is making me fat! :P
I had a really good weekend. My mom sort of nagged me a little before i went out for meeting yesterday but other than that, it was good. hehe. I went home at 8.30, early and thus, she said nothing about it at all. hehe. I am feeling much better compared to like 2 weeks ago i think. That was the cause of my late period. Seriously. I have been stressing out alot. My parents, my boyfriend. Oh ma gad. That was like the last thing that i thought i would have to worry about but nope, it was like the most stressful shyt ever. But anyways, had a really good date on Saturday. Had a really really good meal at The Apartment. Man, it was good! Except the macchiato.. haha well, he loved it and i didn't mind the Shirley Temple. hahaa. *err magad, my right eye is being annoying. For no reason at all, it is having this swollen pain but it is not swollen. LOL* ok proceed. So yeah, we watched Inside Out. For me, it was only meh, some parts were really good but overall was just meh. No idea why. I would prefer UNCLE though..hmm maybe we can have that on Friday! hehe.
Really loving our dates hehe. When he starts to work, we will have lesser dates and if he is going to work for Uniqlo, no more weekend dates. Noooooooo. >< but we can work that out. right? :) Well, just hope that things will go well. It has been hell of a ride and i think it is the time now to hold on to something and start running. I can definitely see changes in him now and it is the time now to grasp every opportunity that he gets as there is really no more time to waste as you are now 24! Should really settle down and start having savings and then enough money to make investments and the story goes on. That will be my plan too. Graduate at 22 then start work and then start saving, get my own car then when it is time, my own place then life goes on. Mmhmm. I want to go in to investment banking and i really love finance. However, i applied to OYL Group which is the Daikin aircond company, if i got their scholarship, i will need to work for them for a year as they will only fund my final year. I hope they have a corporate investment department. I would love to work in the department as it is related to Investment and finance instead of accounting as to what i am doing right now. Key in invoices and accounts. Not something that i would want to do after i graduate though.. hmm. We will see how things go, seriously. If i am not bonded to them, i can start my work at BDO or any other finance related companies, something i actually like. But shall see if i get the scholarship or not first. >< anyhow, i have a final year to worry about first then only think about work yeah? :)
Talking bout this, i finally know the so far best study technique that i can practice for my final year. Actually, UK degree is very theoretical, meaning, i need a little real world knowledge but must have like a plenty of textbook knowledge, if that makes sense. I have been studying only the given notes by my lecturer in Malaysia and China. That is not enough. When i was in UK and my senior told me that she always refers to textbooks in library for extra notes and knowledge, then i followed her advice. It worked! Really worked! My overall results were the same as my first year == cause of my bloody Insurance module that pulled the overall marks down but other that that, my other subjects has increased to all upper 2nd and first class. Nothing below that! How nice. I only had 2 first class, sad but oh well. Others are all upper 2nd! pretty happy about it as i improved alot from my 1st semester in China. Really happy that i improved. I also found out that my coursework, the assignment got such a low mark as i wasn't very in depth to the topic. I must ask alot of Whys and answer them and then critic them/ argument about what i wrote, my own point of view. For my final year, i promise myself to give extra time on my coursework and really make an in depth research on it then make a really good assignment. I really want my final year to be the bomb! With all the positivity and good vibes from good friends, and my beloved, i can get through anything! :)
I have something on my bad experience from UK where all of my flatmates boycotted me. I have come to a conclusion where, i am just going to really forgive them. Like really really forgive. I can forgive some of them but not all i guess. For this matter, i believe in my guts. When i see their picture on Instagram and if i like that picture means, i am okay with them. But that too depends on the picture if it is worth liking. But i will not, not like the picture for who does it belong to. Instagram has lost its real meaning. People should like pictures when it is really worth liking not because of the person is your best friend or something. It has now become like, i like your picture because we are friends. Now, they stopped liking my pictures because they don't see me as their friend anymore. So yeah.. I still like some of their pictures because it is really a nice picture. I can assure you that they realized my liking but i don't really want to care bout how they feel anymore. I am just liking for the picture. Now this comes to, have i really forgiven them. I am actually not sure. LOL. self contradicting much. But it is true, i am confused as ever about this. Okay, in conclusion, i will like their picture if it is a nice picture and i would not like their picture for who the picture belongs to including them. That shows that i have partly forgiven them. Not fully. You know, you will always have this biasness where though the picture is just ok ok, you will still like it because he/she is your besties. So yeah, but for them, no more. Means, they are just an acquaintance to me now. How sad that our friendship has gone. But oh well..
OK, now this is a really long blog! hahaha
Shall stop now! feel like redecorating my blog. hehehe
grateful and blessed
mun
I am really bored here as i have nothing to do at all now. Like really nothing. I finished my work last week. When i was driving to work just now, i was thinking how nice would it be if today is the last day of work and holidayyyyy all the way to the 21st of Sept. I am actually very very excited for the semester to start! I have been away from the Malaysia campus for like a year now. And there has been like so many changes at the campus area and so on. We shall see! :)
I don't know what else to write though cause i am distracted. ahaha. Watching my favourite vlog! they are just so cute together and real. They are real. hehe. Well, they are staying in San Francisco and they are living together! That is so nice! i want that but may be too early. Now i guess, i should just you know, enjoy living with family then later after 24 or 25 only to start thinking of living with my partner. hehe. I WANT TO LIVE TOGETHER! haih.. oh well, we are in Malaysia and having Asian parents, don't think we can live together that early.. haha
Anyways, i am going to live with my friends in a house together. So that is sort of considered as living alone. Sort of.. haha. And Dan can stayover when is he free. I think i am going to be really busy for my final year. I want to focus more on my studies and projects for the new cafe and then the dance club. Alot to do and alot to focus on but i love it. hehe. Loving it muahaha. I love being busy. Hope i don't neglect my friendship and relationship.... Hope not!
Oh yeah, i have been having this crazy food craving haha. Last night, all of a sudden after finishing my dinner, the fish head noodle, i craved for chocolate cake then milkshake then ended up i had Oreo Mcflurry. haha. My boyfriend is spoiling me!! Nuuuu and he is making me fat! :P
I had a really good weekend. My mom sort of nagged me a little before i went out for meeting yesterday but other than that, it was good. hehe. I went home at 8.30, early and thus, she said nothing about it at all. hehe. I am feeling much better compared to like 2 weeks ago i think. That was the cause of my late period. Seriously. I have been stressing out alot. My parents, my boyfriend. Oh ma gad. That was like the last thing that i thought i would have to worry about but nope, it was like the most stressful shyt ever. But anyways, had a really good date on Saturday. Had a really really good meal at The Apartment. Man, it was good! Except the macchiato.. haha well, he loved it and i didn't mind the Shirley Temple. hahaa. *err magad, my right eye is being annoying. For no reason at all, it is having this swollen pain but it is not swollen. LOL* ok proceed. So yeah, we watched Inside Out. For me, it was only meh, some parts were really good but overall was just meh. No idea why. I would prefer UNCLE though..hmm maybe we can have that on Friday! hehe.
Really loving our dates hehe. When he starts to work, we will have lesser dates and if he is going to work for Uniqlo, no more weekend dates. Noooooooo. >< but we can work that out. right? :) Well, just hope that things will go well. It has been hell of a ride and i think it is the time now to hold on to something and start running. I can definitely see changes in him now and it is the time now to grasp every opportunity that he gets as there is really no more time to waste as you are now 24! Should really settle down and start having savings and then enough money to make investments and the story goes on. That will be my plan too. Graduate at 22 then start work and then start saving, get my own car then when it is time, my own place then life goes on. Mmhmm. I want to go in to investment banking and i really love finance. However, i applied to OYL Group which is the Daikin aircond company, if i got their scholarship, i will need to work for them for a year as they will only fund my final year. I hope they have a corporate investment department. I would love to work in the department as it is related to Investment and finance instead of accounting as to what i am doing right now. Key in invoices and accounts. Not something that i would want to do after i graduate though.. hmm. We will see how things go, seriously. If i am not bonded to them, i can start my work at BDO or any other finance related companies, something i actually like. But shall see if i get the scholarship or not first. >< anyhow, i have a final year to worry about first then only think about work yeah? :)
Talking bout this, i finally know the so far best study technique that i can practice for my final year. Actually, UK degree is very theoretical, meaning, i need a little real world knowledge but must have like a plenty of textbook knowledge, if that makes sense. I have been studying only the given notes by my lecturer in Malaysia and China. That is not enough. When i was in UK and my senior told me that she always refers to textbooks in library for extra notes and knowledge, then i followed her advice. It worked! Really worked! My overall results were the same as my first year == cause of my bloody Insurance module that pulled the overall marks down but other that that, my other subjects has increased to all upper 2nd and first class. Nothing below that! How nice. I only had 2 first class, sad but oh well. Others are all upper 2nd! pretty happy about it as i improved alot from my 1st semester in China. Really happy that i improved. I also found out that my coursework, the assignment got such a low mark as i wasn't very in depth to the topic. I must ask alot of Whys and answer them and then critic them/ argument about what i wrote, my own point of view. For my final year, i promise myself to give extra time on my coursework and really make an in depth research on it then make a really good assignment. I really want my final year to be the bomb! With all the positivity and good vibes from good friends, and my beloved, i can get through anything! :)
I have something on my bad experience from UK where all of my flatmates boycotted me. I have come to a conclusion where, i am just going to really forgive them. Like really really forgive. I can forgive some of them but not all i guess. For this matter, i believe in my guts. When i see their picture on Instagram and if i like that picture means, i am okay with them. But that too depends on the picture if it is worth liking. But i will not, not like the picture for who does it belong to. Instagram has lost its real meaning. People should like pictures when it is really worth liking not because of the person is your best friend or something. It has now become like, i like your picture because we are friends. Now, they stopped liking my pictures because they don't see me as their friend anymore. So yeah.. I still like some of their pictures because it is really a nice picture. I can assure you that they realized my liking but i don't really want to care bout how they feel anymore. I am just liking for the picture. Now this comes to, have i really forgiven them. I am actually not sure. LOL. self contradicting much. But it is true, i am confused as ever about this. Okay, in conclusion, i will like their picture if it is a nice picture and i would not like their picture for who the picture belongs to including them. That shows that i have partly forgiven them. Not fully. You know, you will always have this biasness where though the picture is just ok ok, you will still like it because he/she is your besties. So yeah, but for them, no more. Means, they are just an acquaintance to me now. How sad that our friendship has gone. But oh well..
OK, now this is a really long blog! hahaha
Shall stop now! feel like redecorating my blog. hehehe
grateful and blessed
mun
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