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Had a really fun Halloween Party last night at The Roof. It was really fun, i drank pretty much but somehow when they announced that the club is closing, my body switched a button to Sober Mode. LOL i don't even know how. I know when i was in the club, i was pretty tipsy but after that, nope, not at all anymore! Pretty amazing eh? I wore high heels and obviously my front soles will be painful. It's feeling not too bad now but still painful. Physically and emotionally painful. Besides my soles, my heart aches because of the anger built up inside me. I don't understand why didn't you control yourself. Just because you don't need to drive and just because you paid for the drinks does not mean that you have to pour everything in so it is 'worth it' right? There's a word that can describe your behaviour but i just can't find what the word is yet. Yesterday, your image to the new friends, and the other NDC members are gone. Daniel, oh yeah, he puked th

I am angry, i am beyond pissed. I admit i am being emotional on this matter. I am doubting which side you are on now. No words can describe how angry i am right now. I talked to the Cheer president. I have no word to describe how stunned am i as in how did he get to be the president of Cheer? He is so chill, too chill about everything. We discussed about some personal things which is about Rachel after the meeting. He kept on asking me to talk to her. I asked him, why not ask her to talk to me instead. I really just want to clear things up with her. I really don't want to handle this glitch forever. I don't want to hold on to this pending friendship. I am comfortable with who i am mixing with now. For her, it may just be an additional friendship. i don't think we can be as close as before anymore. I just want to clear the air and know why she acted such way to me when we were in UK. The pain was unbearable. And the Cheer President is the last person to talk to, like serious

Had a great life experience yesterday where i get to attend the DELL Finance Challenge. Well, before attending this event, i thought it was just an open day yada yada but no, there's much more than just that. We were being observed since the moment we entered the office. All of us were being analysed by the DELL staffs to see who deserve to be interviewed to be eligible to their Finance Development Program (FDP). It sounds really interesting and a really different path compared to any other companies or anything that was in my mind. This is another pathway i can take, say if i am being chosen for the first interview. I learned a lot, like seriously a lot from the business simulation. It was very realistic. The "Open Day" took my whole day then once i reach Uni, i had to rush home to change to NDC t-shirt and rush to our Welcoming Night. The induction went well though there have been glitches here and there but all in all, we got new "mamak" members. haha. Not

I printed pictures that meant a lot to me and pasted on my board as said in the previous post. After i have done, i realised, i have so many great friends and family and boyfriend that i must really treasure in my life. Every single picture made me reminisce good times, really good and amazing times, full of positivity. Life is really about positivity. Surround ourselves with good people and be grateful with what we have. I have a few more pictures to print out. I am grateful to be surrounded by people who are full of love. These pictures really make me feel so grateful for what i have. Things that really, money, can't buy. Non of these pictures can be bought by anyone at any price at all cause all these memories are priceless. I also included my family, my parents' pictures, they are the pillars of my happiness. Without them, i am no one. I wouldn't be anywhere near to where i am now. I would really want to thank each and every one in the picture for being such an amazin

So I have been practicing Slow Motion by Trey Songz for the CS Fair performance. I am not performing Contemporary anymore cause i just didn't feel like it. Mhmm. I feel like my hip hop skills have improved pretty a lot. I think haha. Cause i can catch up much faster "maybe because i love the song", anyhow, Dan said i dance pretty well for the song. He corrected me bit , i get him  and viola! i got it. haha. Man, i have class later at 1-2.30pm and the performance is at 1.45pm. What to do. If i attend the class first then leave, i will only be attending for half an hour. If i go after performance, i will also only attend for half an hour. >< Maybe i will just get notes from her later during tutorial and skip her class or skip performance. But skipping performance is like not 'giving face' cause all of a sudden i disappear and others are actually willing to leave class to perform. I think i will skip this class and perform for NDC. I didn't join NDC last

Nottingham Dance Club. The club that i joined since year 1 and it never fails to attract my attention. haha. Well, i am now the Project Director, can't really get away from it now right? We discussed about gifts, merchandise to sell to the students on campus as well as to the dance members. All of a sudden i thought of drawstring bag! And now, it is right in front of me, in front of all the active members who bought it. I am really happy about it. What is said, is done. Now it is the time to sell, CS Fair on Monday and Tuesday and the members are going to be our model. Asked them all to flaunt the bag on social media as well as on campus. Man, i am seriously touched that it is a success. So far, the members liked it as well as my housemates. haha. My housemates were like, OMG, i want it to go to the gym so i don't need to carry huge bag just to go to gym. I was like, YES, this is the type of mindset i want in students on campus to buy our bag. Let's not jinx it first. We