love smiles, love laughter

It has been awhile since I felt like writing something. When I started working, I have been really cherishing my weekends. I just want to laze at home which I'm not sure if it should be like that. I think I am like this now cause my boyfriend(CW) is all the way in the US and I am here, being lazy to drive to anywhere. LOL. Talk about dependency right? My housemate had a house party at his gf's place last night and I skipped it cause I just wanted to stay at home and watch modern family. Yup. I am old. Or more of like, maybe it's CW not being around and I just don't want to drive home after drinking in the middle of the night. Yes, I do miss him a lot. I want him to come back earlier but he's probably not going anywhere after this, so...persevere! I know I can do this but don't know why this is feeling extraordinarily harder than  I expected it to be. This morning I went to a centre where they teaches the autism kids to make organic teas called seventeaone.

23rd. I am 23 now! How times flies right. I am a working adult now. Working in the company that I wanted to enter, in the field that I want to be in. What more can I ask for. Today, so many wished me and some in particular are the ones that reminded me how lucky I am to be surrounded with such good hearted human beings whom I call my besties. Though we don't talk everyday, but we still keep each other updated here and there which is more than I can ever ask for. I am also blessed to have a partner that understands me, kind hearted and a very, very smart person. He managed to get flowers delivered to my house on my birthday! and he's all the way in the US right now. The effort that counts and I am deeply touched. Not only that, my bestie, got me something that I have always, always wanted. A vinyl record player. My heart dropped to the ground when I get to know that he's getting me that for my birthday. I can't even. That's too much. Last but not least, my