love smiles, love laughter

How fast time has passed. I am soon going to sit for my exams and soon, will get over it, soon will be busy planning for SWAG then exams then graduation then work. How fast time can pass right? It is so scary. I am scared. I am sad. I am confused. I am feeling so bad right now. I dunno why. I need someone to talk to. I need someone to comfort me. I just need it. I feel so weird not having someone for me to talk to, someone to lean on and so on. Feels so weird, very saddening. Maybe it is just me feeling all these sorts of emotions when i am actually just feeling really stressed about exams. I should really start my revision already. Start doing exercises now before i get really tired. I really miss you now. >< I really should stop. I ended things, i must not hold on to it. Let the past be the past. Move on. I need to do that. I feels weird being single after so many years in a relationship. Very weird eh? I am hurt, in pain, i need to do something about this. I just can'

There has been a lot that happened since my last post. I had my first even video shoot and that was so freaking tiring. It was awesome and yet very very tiring compared to photo shoot. For photo shoot, you only need to stand still and pose but for video shooting, every different angle, you have to dance the whole choreography at least 5 times to get the  shot. Imagine how much energy we use that day. We had to gather really early in the morning which is around 6am and then make up as the video shoot planned to start at 8am. Well, the videographer arrived at 9am, so everything was delayed. Well, i would say timing is super duper important especially for the high end movie shooting or TV dramas as every single day, cash will be out to the staffs, equipments and so on. Well, for ours, it is super small scaled and everything else is pretty much free. On that day, it was my first time ever trying on dark lipstick and i love it!! I am in love with it. My friends said i look good in dark li