Today is the day of chill. No plans for the day, a day to go with the flow. I thought about this a few days ago where, what is your meaning of success? Many wants to retire by so and so age. My question is why? what are you going to do next? What are you going to do in you're retirement? My mom retired from the workforce as early as in her 30s, after she gave birth to my youngest sister which is when she was 32? She retired in the age of 32. Many would kill to be in her position but being her daughter and from what she has shared with me made me not wanting to retire. I want to take a break here and there but not retire from the workforce completely. My definition of being successful in career wise is to work because I want to not because I need to. I want to continue contributing to the society no matter how old I am- as long as I can contribute, I will. Be it charity, talks or whatever channel to share my experience. That's why I really admire Tun M. Being the oldest PM i...
Wow, it has been a long time since I have blogged! And just the other day that my BF has asked me or reminded me in a way that I have not been blogging. Yes, indeed I have not and I kinda miss it. How everything now is so visual and digitise and our social media is all about pictures and videos that we don't spend much time reading anymore, at least not online. Perhaps not everyone but it's definitely me. I have been spending so much time in a day scrolling instagram, looking at what? Just to get updated I guess. I know there's nothing important there but somehow, it's a habit know. I think the fact that I acknowledge it is a bad habit and being aware of it, means I do have a certain level of mindfulness there to want to control and to limit the social media usage which I really should. I have been working and then ended my day with some YouTube videos. After watching 1/2 videos, I got bored of it and this annoying constant thought in me saying these people document t...
I know this is kind of stupid saying this now but now I am restarting myself. Renewing myself from the negativity I had before this. No more negativity after this. I have decided to go to the library 8am-8pm everyday. Well, this is not me but this is the only way to get away from negativity and get focused. Somehow I feel comfortable here. I can concentrate better here. Way better than being in the room alone. Maybe I just need to be surrounded by people. People that I don’t know. Even better right? Get sometime alone. After what happened, I have a clearer picture of what is the real meaning of friendship and who is the true people that you can trust and who worth trusting and to rely on. I told my mom I was really sad and angry at what they did to me. I didn’t tell her what they did, she didn’t ask. I know why she didn’t because no point telling her the stories when they are already over. No point bringing back the painful past and make me feel even more sad bout it than I alread...
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