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You know when you have that moment where you just hate every single part of your body? - only apply to girls, i think. I had that this afternoon where i just came out from the shower, and looked in the mirror, and i hated everything, from the tip of my hair to my toes. omg. *never put the mirror next to the window-natural lighting sucks sometimes* It sucks as you can see everything so damn clearly. All the pimples you have on ur face, the blackheads on ur nose, the split ends of your hair and etc. You can just point out every single flaw you see and then ruin your mood for the day. I was there standing in front of the mirror hating the fats on my arms, my tummy, my thighs, well, basically my whole body. Very very bad. It has been awhile since I've had this cause before this i was just too busy with activities and etc. Now, i am just too damn free which is bad. When a girl says she hates everything bout herself, it is true. Believe that. Me, a not so girly type of girl, i would sa...

I have been reading the book by Robin Sharma, The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari. Like finally i get to read this book. The book is seriously inspiring. I am only halfway through the book and i am taking it slow cause there's so much in the book that i want to digest. I realised, i see Winston Churchill's quote everywhere. In the library, so many in his book. Wow, i really need to find out who is this. His quotes are very motivational and inspirational.  One that i got from the book is "the price of greatness is responsibility over each of your thoughts". Control of our own mind is actually really important as it is the magnet to things that is happening, things that are going to happen in our lives. It is very similar to the book, Secret, where our mind controls the law of attraction. Whatever we think about, that is what is going to happen. To ensure great things to happen, first, control your mind to think positively. Not only that, learn from mistakes, take it as a l...

It is funny how people can wake up so early just for a bowl of curry mee. The people i mean, us, NDC peeps that actually woke up at 5am or earlier just for the famous curry mee in Selayang. We departed from Semenyih at around 6am and we reached the restaurant within an hour and then waited for about 2.5 hours to get our curry mee. Oh man, such a long wait. I don't understand how i could wait for such a long time without any books or newspaper to read. Probably, i was seriously enjoying the hang out session with them. <3. Though we didn't talk much, i just like the company. I don't think i will ever have this anymore when i start working. No more random early morning breakfast and can ever be this carefree. I crashed the moment i reached my room. Napped for about an hour then i could only start my day after 2pm. LOL. Though i started my day pretty late, today is pretty productive. As in, i completed what i am supposed to do which i will usually drag. Maybe cause i really ...

It is the last month of my university life. After this month, i'll step in to the working life already. I am actually pretty excited about it and at the same time, reluctant to leave the freedom i am having as a student. This semester especially has been really great to me. I have been really busy this whole semester and didn't have time to blog. Now, i am just taking out some time to relax and to blog. It has been awhile. I've learned so much in this semester. So much from everybody that i worked with. Everyone inspired me to be better, to do better and to be extra productive. Thank you everyone. I was feeling really tired these few days, not enough sleep i guess. Been doing work since morning till late night. I seriously need to take care of my health. Like seriously. This is seriously not the time to fall sick. I miss dancing. I miss practicing till late night. And the SWAG most probably is going to be my last time on stage. Sentimental much. But yeah, once in awhile i...

The fourth SWAG and also my last SWAG performance, probably my last time performing on stage. I mean, i don't think i will have the opportunity to perform on stage anymore once the working life starts. I am very , incredibly happy and satisfied with the committee this year. All of us knows what to do, what are our responsibilities and i am very satisfied. I couldn't ask for more of the outcome. It is really successful for me already. Could've been better i think but now, i don't really see any major things that could be corrected or adjusted. If i were to be given a chance to change something of the event, i would say, nothing i would want to change. There were some glitches here and there but we made it. We learned from the mistakes and solved it right there and then. I learned so much from this event. SO much that i need a few days to slowly digest it. Everything feels too good to be real. I thought i will doze off right when i hit the sack cause i was, actually still...

It has been awhile since I've blogged. More of, i have been writing but i just didn't post it up cause they were all too whiny and gloomy. Honestly, wasn't at my best for the past few weeks as things were pretty messy and everything just seemed so wrong. Mentally and physically exhausted. Though was still being consistent working out but i only felt good for a few hours and after that, the ecstasy just seemed to have dispersed and i was left with with tiredness and exhaustion and moody and the list goes on. It is pretty rare for someone like me to be like that, well, at least in front of the people around me. I need to engage with people to cheer up but i, too, need to have some time for myself to recharge. I think i was just being really overwhelmed by everything that's happening. Being the OC of the biggest dance showcase on campus is definitely something and with tutorials and one more month till exams. I felt so stressed that i just wanted to disappear. However, a...

Man, finally a weekend to really chill. I had a really packed week. Had so many meetings and lectures and tutorials and literally had no time to gym at all. I skipped a whole week of gym. Man.. But i had dance practices at night, so i guess i still exercised haha. Monday till Thursday was packed. Hella packed. My day will start at 9 am and my day on campus ends at 10 pm. Everyday. And each hour is packed with either meeting or class. On Tuesday, i only had an hour of break for the whole day. Only an hour. Crazy. I know. And finally on Thursday we had our chilling session haha. So fun. Everyone got pretty high that night. We laughed so much, and we were damn loud. My friend could hear us across the street. Like seriously. And we stayed up the whole night and i slept at 8am. Freaking 8am. Usually it will be around 5am but that day, we went out for breakfast, i could barely taste my food. I was dead tired. And i woke up at 11am. 3 hours of sleep. I sort of survived my day with just 3 ...