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I love this weekend. I cleaned the house, almost the whole house, washed 2 cars then bought 2 pairs of shoes and get to hang out with le ex and spend quality time with my boyfriend :) Oh man, i love him. I don't know how i could be so honest with him. I told him what i did. Honestly, i didn't plan to tell cause it may really hurt him but i did. I just blurted it out and i don't regret it cause i have now, nothing to hide from him and i don't intend to. I have never been this honest before in any of my previous relationships. And really, surprisingly, he handled the 'news' well. I mean, he asked me why and i replied what i really felt. I really don't know why did i let her do that stuffs to me. I really don't know why. I didn't really enjoy it. Like seriously. i only want his touch and not anyone else's. Really. Though we didn't do anything for the past 2 nights due to my 'aunt's visit', his touch made me really crazy and i loved i...

Girls, from my point of view, can be easily moved by a guy they love. They can easily forgive the man they love with just a simply move. For example, last night, i wouldn't stay angry until this morning, now if you have hugged me when you were going to sleep or something. Or kiss me on the cheek. Just something affectionate. But you didn't. You let me sleep alone. Maybe you thought i need my space to forgive you or something but no. I was worried, scared more than angry.Definitely more than angry.You know that saying sorry wouldn't help at all cause i believe, as cliche as it seems, "action speaks louder than words". I strongly believe in that phrase. If you are really sorry, do something about it rather than just saying sorry. From my perception of sorry, it is not truly an apology until you have done something about it. It feels like the word "sorry" is to push responsibilities away and get done with the problem you were facing. Not for me. You shoul...

Im sorreh to my one and only reader of this blog that i haven't been posting anything lately. Well, as you know, i have started my internship on the 1/7/2015. I love it. I don't mind just key-in invoices, payments and so on. As long as i have something to do, i am okay. My supervisor was like, don't you feel bored? I was like, not really, as long as i have something to do then i am okay hehe. Just scared that i have nothing to do and thats it hehe. *i am such a good worker* LOL. I should do my work slower because i think i have been doing too fast that sometimes i have to wait for about an hour to do be given something to do. >< I cannot not do anything because i will definitely feel bored which leads to sleepiness. hehe. Anyways, i have been read the Malay Mail almost overtime when i am not doing anything. But i am only been reading the 1MDB stuffs which do not interest me. I am not interested in politics at all and i do not understand how things flow and so on. It...